MWSA Review

Stories from the Front: Pain, Betrayal, and Resilience on the MST Battlefield by Colonel Lisa Carrington Firmin, USAF (Ret.) is a difficult read for anyone with a beating heart. Colonel Firmin tells the stories of herself and thirteen others, all survivors of military sexual trauma. (MST). The diverse group—representing all branches of the military, all races, ethnicities, and sexual orientation, from Vietnam to the present—suffered at the hands of their fellow soldiers, sailors, airmen, coast guardsmen, and marines.

Feelings of shame, anger, helplessness, and sometimes suicidal thoughts are common to the abused, especially when they realize there is no one to stand up for them. Years of hazing, bullying, misogyny, sexual harassment, assault and rape with little or no recourse takes its toll on the body, mind, and spirit. Healing begins when victims can open up to speak of the atrocities they endured while serving in a job they loved, and to see their abuser punished. Survivors are to be lauded for the courage they mustered to speak out.

Colonel Firmin’s book should be read by every newly commissioned officer and the most senior officers in any branch of service. Unfortunately, each testimony exposed a weakness in the chain of command to understand the ramifications of MST. Our military leaders need to stand up to abusers and to mete out punishment no matter how senior the abuser.

Review by Nancy Panko (April 2023)
 

Author's Synopsis

Bronze Star-decorated combat commander Colonel Lisa Carrington Firmin outlines her own experiences with military sexual trauma (MST) and recounts the stories of 13 others: veterans as well as active duty women and men who are bravely sharing their stories of sexual assault and sexual harassment while serving in the United States military. Stories from the Front authentically captures experiences and carefully tells their stories of trauma and the resilience and empowerment they display in their lives.

By including the lived experiences of a diverse group representing all military branches, ranks, eras of service, wars, races, and ethnicities, from Vietnam to the present day, Stories from the Front documents how men and women suffered at the hands of their fellow sailors, coasties, airmen, soldiers, and Marines. Eerily similar in the retelling, their experiences with MST range from hazing, bullying, misogyny, and sexual harassment to sexual assault and rape. Stories from the Front also includes incidents of race, ethnic, gender and sexual orientation disparities. Many of the book’s participants have never previously shared the full details of these experiences or spoken publicly before.

After serving 30 years in the Air Force, and as its most senior-ranking Latina officer upon retirement, Colonel Carrington Firmin was horrified by the appalling murder of a fellow Latina, Army Specialist Vanessa Guillén, in April 2020. Vanessa’s horrific death became the catalyst for repressed memories of the colonel’s own sexual assault during initial training and the repeated sexual harassment she endured early in her career and catapulted her on a soul-searching journey to document her own and others’ experiences and to advocate for change within the armed services.

The colonel is proud of her service and the strong bonds she had with so many military professionals but acknowledges that now was the time to share the full reality of all that she experienced and endured in hopes of educating others, letting many know they are not alone and to advocate for change for all members of the military, not just some.

Format(s) for review: Paper Only

Review Genre: Nonfiction—Memoir/Biography

Number of Pages: 264

Word Count: 76,949